LRT laftrip

usapan sa tayuman isteysion LrT:

"isa pong buendia. *bt walang buendia na istasyon? icip dali.* ah. vito cruz po?"
[[ abot ng 50 pesos. ]]
"wala ka bang limang piso?"
"wala po e."
" e isang daan?"
"wala din po."
" e2 lang pera mo? sa ganda mong `yan. 50 lang pera mo."
[[ damn u. sayang calories sa pagkuha ng limang piso sa bag. *lumabas ka jan at magsapakan tayo!@^@#*@&*^@*]]
" . . . . . . . . . . . . heh. "
[[ bigay ng sukli. ]]
*magsusukli ka rin pala. dami mo pa cheness. badtrip.*

MUKHA BA TALAGA AKONG DI NAG-CCOMMUTE?????
ayoko ko na ulit magcommute. lalo na pag mag-isa. lalo na sa lrt. na traumatize ako. nagmukha akong tanga. nagmukha akong naliligaw. naglakad ako ng malayo. hindi ko alam ang mga istasyon. mali ako ng side na na-akyatan. nagmukha akong walang pera. mukha akong inocente. nasugatan ako ng di ko alam kung pano nangyari. pinagpawisan ako ng sobra. pero binigay ko ang upuan ko sa nakakatanda. mali ako ng nilabasan na machine. sumabit ang bag ko. at sumakit ang paa ko sa pag akyat-baba.

ayoko na ulit mag-lrt.
ayoko na.
please.

rantings of an empty-hearted soul

i feel empty when i find myself alone, , staring blankly at the ceiling. waiting for the sky to fall down on me so that i can leave this world and end my days of torment.

i sound empty and sad nga. bakit ba kasi ako ngkkagani2??
something in my life is missing.
i lost my heart.
i lost my sanity.
i lost myself.

somebody took it away from me.

i need it back!!!!! and i mean now.

nyay! sarbei na naman! adeeek!

1. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN LAST WEEKEND?
[[ last weekend? sa bahay. as usual. ]]
2. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
[[ no. ai, yes. lagi akong in love! hahaha! kunwari! ]]
3. HOW DO YOU FEEL AT THIS MOMENT?
[[ cold. malamig sa kwarto e. but inside, i`m empty. i don`t know y. ]]
4. WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
[[ ah. . hello? nagtatayp?? ]]
5. WHAT IF YOUR EX ASKED YOU BACK?
[[ huwat?!?!?!?!?!!?!? ]]
6. ARE YOU CRAZY ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE YOU LOVE?
[[ like how crazy? pwede rin. ]]
7. DOES THAT PERSON YOU'RE CRAZY ABOUT KNOW HOW YOU FEEL?
[[ person? crazy? about? wala nman e, wat`s to know about? ]]
8. IF YOU WERE TO GO BACK TO THE PAST,WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
[[ wala. okei-o na ang naging buhay ko. it`s fair enough. ^_^ ]]
9. WHAT IF THE PERSON WHOM YOU LOVE HURT YOU RIGHT NOW? WOULD YOU CRY?
[[ cguro. i`L cry but i`L get over it. ako pa. cno ba c mai? ]]
10. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A ROOM ALONE?
[[ tulog to the maximum level! ]]
11. WHAT'S THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR YOU?
[[ a prayer in a time that u really need it lalo na pg u nver asked for it from dat person, dat is so sweet. ^_^ pero kung ung corny-sweet gnun? hehe. wak na. corny talaga e, sobra! haha! ]]
12. WHAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE DEPRESSED?
[[ chocolates. a text of encouragement or something that makes me smile. soundtrip. ^_^ ]]
13. EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR ANYONE?
[[ hello? ahhH. . hi? ]]
14. WHAT TYPE OF PERSON DO YOU LIKE?
[[ simpLe lang. decent. God-fearing. basta, gnun. ]]
15. HAVE YOU FOUND THAT TYPE OFPERSON?
[[ how i wish. ]]
16. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO HUG YOU? OR YOU GAVE A HUG TO? HOW DID IT FEEL?
[[ c leya! last night! awwww, i mis mai hayskul days. ]]
17. WOULD YOU STILL GIVE A CHANCE TO ANY PERSON THAT HAS HURT YOU?
[[ that depends who.. ]]
18. WHERE DO YOU WANNA GO RIGHT NOW?
[[ up there, somewhere. ]]
19. DO YOU HATE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
[[ iie. ]]
20. DO YOU GO ONLINE EVERYDAY?
[[ no, uber busy ako. tight sched! ]]
21. ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY RIGHT NOW?
[[ 私は幸せ今でない ]]

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愛する私をそれにもかかわらず言うでしようか。私は、それ同じここにいるも堅い知っている。
私は愛するそれはよりよいさようなら- .. ?の.の! mai である

neat translations.

ήταν η καλύτερη ημέρα των ζωών μας. αλλά η ευτυχία δεν θαμπορούσε να διαρκέσει για πάντα στην πραγματικότητα ίσως μιαημέρα στην αιώνια ζωή, μπορούμε να ξοδεψουμε την αγάπη του ενόςτον άλλον για πάντα πάντα θυμόμαστε ότι σας έχω αγαπήσει και θασας αγαπώ πάντα.

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우리의 생활의 제일 일 이었다. 그러나 행복은현실안에 영원히 어쩌면 유구한 생활안에 1 일계속될 수 없었다, 나가 너를 사랑하고 사랑하고있을 너 항상 것 을 우리는 영원히 항상생각한다 사랑을 쓸 수 있는다.

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这是最佳的天我们的生活。但幸福不能永远持续在现实中可能一天在永恒生活中, 我们能花费彼此相爱总永远记住我爱您并且我总将是爱恋的您。

those are translations of these words :
it was the best day of our lives. . but happiness couldn't last forever in reality. maybe one day in eternal life, we can spend loving each other forever. always remember i have loved you and i will be loving you always.

sabado na sa wakas!

pakiramdam ko laging may pasok.
pero sa wakas, dumating na ang weekend!
pinakahihintay ko!!

--->

nga paLa, belated hapi kaarawan jep!
at advance naman kay mackie!

kain muna ako ng tanghalian!!! ^_^

surbei na naman!

1.Buong pangalan?
[[ charmaine m... c... ]]
2. Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?
[[ naiiyak. naiinis. natutuwa. nagugutom. nababadtrip. naguguluhan. nalulungkot. ^_^ ndi, ayos lang ako.cguro, nararamdaman ko ngaun. . kaba. takot. /heh]]
3. Bakit yun ang nararamdaman mo?
[[ kasi kukuha ako ng online prelim exam ngaun. at di ako nag-araL.]]
4. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?
[[ kahit saan. bsta masaya. walang problema. ]]
5. Kung may yayakapin ka ngayon ano o sino yun?
[[ c Lord. ]]
6. Kung may chance kang bumuhay ng isang taong patay na, sino yun?
[[ kapatid ko. o di kaya si ming2. ]] T_T terible mis ko n 2ng mga `to.
7. Anong kanta ang lagi mong kinakanta pag nasa banyo ka?
[[ bahay kubo. hehe. teka, kumakanta ba ako sa banyo?? este maLi, marunong b ako kumanta? ]]
8. Sinong katabi/kausap mo ngayon?
[[ c casper da prendly ghost ]]
9. Kung papipiliin ka, sino pipiliin mo: mahal mo na di ka mahal, o mahal ka na di mo mahal?[[ aHhh. . nDi ko alam. pwedeng wag nalang pumili? ]]
10. Sinong gusto mong makausap ngayon?
[[ sino ba? si ano. . aHh. . o si? ahH.. eH.. i.. O.. u. ]]
11. Kung hindi ka ikaw ngayon, sino ka?
[[ aba, malay ko! ]]
12. Ano pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa'yo?
[[ madami e. ung may namatay, si ming2. pti nung namatay ako. T_T ]]
13. Anong kanta ang gusto mong i-play pag ikakasal ka na?
[[ haLLeLujah! o di ba? zteeg! hehe. ]]
14. Kung bibigyan mo yung mahal mo ng bulaklak, ano yun?
[[ ba`t ako magbibigay? dpat ako binibigyan! waHaHaHa!! ]]
15. Anong talent mo?
[[ gumawa ng waLa. 100% certified expert! ]]
16. Ma-pride ka bang tao?
[[ hindi eh. ]]
17. Anong isang bagay na gusto mong makuha ngayon? [[ kaligayahan. ]]
18. Sinong artista ang kinalolokohan mo ngayon?
[[ wala ata. ]]
19. Sino ang kinakainisan mo ngayon?
[[ wala. ]]
20. Anong pelikula ang gusto mong panoorin ngayon?
[[ hP! ]]
21. Kung bida ka sa isang pelikula, sino gusto mong leading man/lady mo?
[[ c spongebob! nYahahahaha!!! ]]
22. Kung di mo pangalan ang pangalan mo ngayon, ano ang pangalan mo?
[[ apriL charmaine. nyay! baduy! ]]
23. Kung may gusto kang balikan sa nakaraan mo, ano yun?
[[ maDami. pero wag na rin lang. kung di nangyari ang mga naganap. ndi ako nagtatayp dito ngaun. ]]
24. Masaya ba ang kwento ng buhay mo?
[[ ayos lang. may comedy, may drama. may pinipig, may ice cream, may gulaman. parang halo halo! nyum! ]]
25. Kung papayagan kang pumatay ngayon, sino ang papatayin mo?
[[ si. . . waLa e. ]]
26. Sino ang pinakaimportanteng tao ngayon sa buhay mo?
[[ mai family, mai frends. c. . *nku naman, showbiz na nmn i2!* wala, joke lang yan. ]]
27. Ano ang pinaka-pangarap mong maging nung bata ka pa?
[[ maging doctor at isang detective/agent ]]
28. Kung singer ka, sinong singer ang gusto mong maka-duet?
[[ kahit sino. ]]
29. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangang magmahal?
[[ ewan. para masaktan? matuto? maging corny? maging masaya? ]]
30. Isang pelikula na talagang iniyakan mo?
[[ magnifico. hehe. drama. aktwali, madami akong pelikulang iniiyakan. lalo n pg komedi! ]]
31. Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mong ugali ng isang tao?
[[ pakunwaring ganun, ndi naman sya ganun. in short, feeling. at isa pa ung mga orocan, kyowa, tupperware, ung mga taong gnun! ]]

au revoir depression!

masamang malungkot. .
pero di ko alam kung nalulungkot ba ako
-o-
sadyang masakit lang ang mata ko. .
wala pa akong isang oras sa pag-iinternet peronagluluha na mga mata ko. .
badtrip.
badtrip. .
badtrip. . .

masakit ba ang mata ko o natural lang ang malungkot saharap ng kompyuter? ? ? [tatlong tandang pananong yan. nangangahulugang isang malalim na tanong na bumabagabag sa aking isipan.]

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tapos na ang preLims. . [sa wakas.]
imfasiboLneSs na ipasa ko ang mGa exam ko sa bOtany.
oo, alam kong mahirap. mahirap talaga.
ngayon ko lang nareaLize, hindi mo masasabing..." uSt lang yan, ust lang yan."
ang kurso ko, a faculty namin. kiLaLa as breeding grounds of excellence.
hangLufetz ng sTanDard. abot langit.
parang torture grounds, hanefz talaga.
timba-timbang dugo na ang umaagos sa iLong ko.
106/80+ na lang ang blood reading ko.
kita mo na,,, sobra pa ako sa anemic. labo. candidate na daw yan for leukemia.
wow. hanefz uLit.
sana tLga nag CFAD naLang ako. minsan naiisip ko kung bakit ako kumuha ng kursong
B.S. PHARMACY. for seLf-torture ba?

buti di na namamaga isang mata ko. .
oo, namaga siya dahiL sa ka-aaraL, pagpupuyat.nakakainis.
namimis ko na naman siLa. tindi ng attachment. r
eunion tayo sa mCa, isuot ang mga lumang uniporme.
namimis ko na ang lobby. .
ang canteen na nauna nang magpatupad ng e-vat. .
daldaLan. .
tawanan. .
iyakan. .
periodical at summative. .
lahat na. .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

ber month na, magbabagong buhay na ako.
mag-aaraL na kong mabuti. [ as in seryoso na talaga, i kkarir ko na to. ]
at magpapagupit,, kaiLangang-kaiLangan ko na nun.
hindi ako masaya sa buhok ko sa mga kLasmeyt kong hindi ako maintindihan.

[[ a sarbei pram jnY ^_^ ]]

01. Full Name: Charmaine Mendoza Cabugnason
02. Your Nick Name: maimi
03. Sexual Orientation: dnt have dat one, i'm an aLien! hehe.
04. Place of Birth: hospitaL ng maKaTi,,, ata?
05. Zodiac Sign: taUrus
06. Male or Female: or?
07. School: unibersidad ng santo tomas, oha!
08. Occupation: fuLL-time student, part-time anGeL, fuLLy-pLedged OraCLe!
10. Residence: bahay... [to myseLf: being piLosoPo agen..]
12. Hair Color: siLver.. how i wish.. just like yue's. nweiz, it's bLack.
13. Hair Long or Short: beLieve it or nOt, my hair's LonG na.
14. Eye Color: reD! nYaHaHa!
15. Do You Like Yourself: YES. period.
16. Piercings: 2, one on each ear.
17. Tattoo: noPe.
18. Righty or Lefty: prOud tO be a leFty!

Your Firsts-
19. First roller coaster: sTar ciTy's z...[forgot d name] loop! after dat, i was traumatized.. nYahaha!
20. First cell phone: 3310, a gift from my prents.
21. First Award: forgot kung ano xa.. basta honor ako nung kinder ako. ^_^
22. First Sport You Joined: as in seryosong sport??? SOFTBALL!!!! en yeaH,, haLImaw akO sa baTTinG!!!
23. First pet: puPpY. pero cguro my nauna pa akOng aLagang ipis, langgam o di kaya aLikabOk!
24. First vacation: CEBU!
25. First Kiss: c mama!

Favorites-
26. Movie: mOvie lanG??????????????? [injustice!!!]
27. Color: bLack, bLue, lime green en kaheL.
28. Band: bambOo [op cors], banDa ng hubby ko, HaLe. feeLing. aT kunG anO2 pa.
29. Song: sOng lanG uLit!!?!?!!?!!?!?! [ doubLe injustice!!! ]
30. Food: nYtHInG!
31. Drink: H2O [ naks. water daw o... *conscience attack with a shuriken* ] oo na, hindi waTer! SPRITE ICE!!!
32. Candy: tOotSiE rOLLs!
33. Sport: sOpbOL! wOoHoO!!
34. Fav Sport To Watch: hMmM.. gOLf! librenG paMpaTuLoG!
35. Brand Of Shoes: aHhHmM.. pOny! panGaraP kOng bumiLi ng isa!
36. Stores: penshOpPe, buksTorE [kahiT anO], cOmiC aLLeY!, pPmeL, daMi pa!37. School Subject: bOtanY! [ i swer, n222nan kO n xang mhaLin ]
38. Animal: pUpPy, dRagOn [i wisH!], iPiS! HaHaHa!!39. Magazines: w.I.t.C.H, kzOne, quEsToR!

Currently-
40. Eating: LoMi! ayan, naubOs na... T_T
41. Drinking: waTer
42: Listening to: sOngs frOm my ipOd
43. Thinking About: my preLims, prOjecT prObLems, liFe pLans, my minG2... T_T so sad...
44. Wanting To: haVe d seMbreaK nD be freE frOm d grasP of reaLity,,, i cN gO bCk theN tO my reaLm.

Your Future-
45. Want Kids? hHhHmMm... oKei Lng. ^_^
46. Want to Get Married?: iF GoD permiTs. maLay mO maG vOCatiOn akO as a nUn. [gives out a loud *gasP*]
47. Careers in Mind: b a successfuL phaRmaCist en dOctOr, paRa m2loy na pLanO nmin ni mama tO traVeL nD servethOse whO r n nEed. seriousLy... un nga. ipOn muNa pera tpOs use it tO serve the people.

Which is Better With The Opposite Gender-
48. Cute or Sexy: smart.
49. Lips or Eyes: eyes/ it reflects the soul.
50. Hugs or Kisses: hugs/ it communes deep inside.
51. Short or Tall: tall.
52. Easygoing or serious: serious.
53. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic but somewhat spontaneous,, pra may baLance dba?
54. Fatty or Skinny: average.
55. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive/ sensitivity counts. but not too much.
56. Hook-up or Relationship: reLationship
57. Sweet or Caring: cn't it be bOth?
58. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hesitanT.

Have You Ever-
59. Kissed a Stranger: nO.
60: Drank Alcohol: wen i was young, pnainom ako ng beer ni papa, sobrang tikim lang.. i puked nd i regret dat day, i dnt drink alcohol.
61: Taken Drugs: iLLegaL? yah. joke. never.
62. Ran Away From Home: no.
63. Broken a Bone: thankfully not yet.
64. Got An X-Ray: uh-uhm.
65. Broken Someone's Heart: yup. even i felt worse, bt i bLieve t'was God's will, he made it happen.
66. LOVED SOMEONE: hello? earth caLLing to mai? op cors.
67. Turned Someone Down: yap....
68. Cried When Someone Died: uh-uhm... though im vry lucky dat nobody dear to me passed away to me yet, pero nung namatay si ming2... i really cried... T_T
69. Cried At School: crying s not for me... dpat magwala ka! humagulgol!! nyahahaha!!! jowk lang. yap, i did.

Do You Believe In-
70. God: YES.
71. Miracles: YUP.
72. Love at first sight : does dat reaLLy exist?? iL bLiv wen i encounter it.
73. Ghosts: yap. can see, sometimes. freaky but kewl.
74. Aliens: i'm a living proof of one. ^_^
75. Soul Mates: uh-uhm. i really do.
76. Heaven: yes.
77. Hell: same.
78. Kissing on The First Date: worthless. senseless. jst not plain right.
79. Horoscopes: dey don't hurt but they're plain luck, sometimes they occur, sometimes they dont but sometimes dey coincide, so il say... [silence] i dont know?

Answer Truthfully-
80. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? oo, aLam kO, merOn. ayOS lang. my beTter pLan c God.
81. Revenge or Forgive-&-Forget? 4give and 4get. revenge wont do u any good.
82. Preferrably Wife or Mistress? ui, mistress. pwde. joke! syempre wife, pwd nring husband. hehehe.
83. Are You a Control Freak? sometimes. [really now? *prepares some shurikens*] uu na! control freak na!
84. Are You a Good or Bad? good. my heart's n the right place.
85. Will You have Children B4 Marriage? marriage or nothing.
86. Do You Sleep Naked? [*gasps*] cnt think of doing dat.. never.
87. Make-up or go Natural? natural. true beauty s reflected in simplicity. natural is simple. ^_^
88. A Giver or Taker?: giver. iL give untiL i can.
89. Sunrise or Sunset: sunset.. [i rmmbred my story. sa paglubog ng araw.]

--life's worth a chocolate bar--

ngcing ako kgbing umiiyak.. sheesh... bad dream.. khit di ko n xa maaLaLa, alam kong ndi xa mgndang pnaginip..

ndi pa lumalabas ang quiz nmin sa e-leap...

nakakainis...

madrama ang buhay...

kaiLangan ko ng kumiLos pausad.. nDi paurong...

buti nLang pna2g2g ang kahit pa. sumaya ako khit sndLi..

masarap umiyak.. nakakagaan ng loob.. pero nakakasikip ng puso...

halos magpakalunod na paLa ako sa chocolate kagabi.. kala ko makakatulong ang chocolate sa kalungkutan.. inubos ko ang halos 3/4 bar ng crunch sa bahay..
nakalimutan kong masama pala sa kin ang madaming chocolate.. sobrang masama..

mnigraine ako kgbi.. masakit.. worst.. walang gamot.. ubos na.. di ko kc alam e n gnun ang kahahantungan ng kalokohan ko...

buhay nga naman...

kelan ba ko liligaya?? ngayon na. ^_^


"sabi ko naman sayong wag mong piLitin maging masaya.. kw din ang nasaktan.. adik ka kasi e... pero sige, itawa mo nalang... sasaya ka ring tunay balang araw.. pag kasama mo na SIYA... gusto ko na siyang makasama pra sumaya na ko... kelan kaya??"

umaatake ang mga ipis

di ako makababa ng higaan kasi my nakikita akong ipis na gumagala. ayaw kong mapadaan sa landas niya. ayaw ko rin ang pumatay ng lahi nila. advocate ako sa pagliligtas ng mga fLying ipis, on their extinction na cla. kaya set aside muna ang mga tsinelas at dyaryong nakalukot. pass muna tayo dyan. kaso takot talaga ako sa kanila. lalo na pag bumuka na ang pakpak at lumipad sa ere. manginginig na ako. sheesh... season ba nila ngaun? cguro, tag-uLan e. pero bakit ngaun pa... di tuloy ako makalabas ng kwarto... T_T

no class today.

ala kming pasok. my extension n nmn ang weekend. buti ne memorize ko na ung mga drugs na pnmmemorize. onting study and homeworks nLng. bukas my pasok n ulit. it's okei. i'm happy, dats wat matters. ^_^

thanK GoD it's wEekEnD na!!

saLamaT at weeKenD na diN!!! mKkKpGphinGa nRing akO sa waKas!!! ^_^

what bLooms in juLy??

hehe. labo ng title ng post no? naaaLaLa ko lng kasi cnbi ng kLasmeyts kew...
"charmaine, bt prang ang bLooming mo ngayon??" ha? ano? ako? ndi ah! stressed out n nga ako, blooming pa kaya?? sheesh... nyahahaha! blooming daw oh?!? ^_^ hehe. what an idea. it makes me laugh when i remember that!

kuLit squared! ^_^ hehe!

hehe. cute ba?! nging vain n nman ako sa camera kgbi! hehe. di naman, trip2 lng yan! red Lipz dw sbi ni bbY [ camille ], due to the snowcone strawberry! pglbas ko ng cinema, mukha akong pinaglaruan ng lipstick sa mukha, pti teeth kew kulay puLa! nYaHaHa!!! ^_^ watch kmi d'anothers kgbi! msya! kk2wa! hehe! laftrip! ngkita pLa kmi ni niChan kgbi! hi nichan! c",)

my bgo na battery fone kew!! sna mging okei na sya [sya reffering to fone]!! kc lgi nLng nglloko! gmaLing ka na kei? hehe. sna pygan ako mya sa market, pra nmn mkita ko n boyLe, mis kew n mga un eh!

sarbei n nmn!

1.what kind of first impression do you thinkpeople have when they first see you?
--> wirdo, kakaiba, paranormal. hehe. totoo.

2. what's the one thing you like to do alone?
--> being vain. hehe. ndi ah. gusto ko mg-isa pg umiiyak ako.

3. what is your favorite line to say when bored?
--> sheesh... hayyy...

4. What movie made you cry?
--> madami, khiT ano nga cguro e, khit maaLaaLa mo kaya iiyakan ko.

6. do you ever have to beg?
--> beg? for what? dat depends

7. what kind of books do you like to read?
--> kahiT anOng interesanTe

8. do you think you're cute?
--> iie. nope. ah... minsan? ^_^

9. do you have a problem changing clothes in frontof your friends?
--> sa close friends, waLa.

10. favorite communication method?
--> text? phone.. di msydO, my phoBia akew sa teLepono! personaL? pwede ndin. letters? uh-uhm!

11. do you care?
--> of course!

12. what do you eat when you raid the fridge atnight?
--> kahiT anOng makita sa pridyider! hehe. with matching sprite ice!

13. if you could have plastic surgery, what wouldyou have done?
--> ayokew nga mgpasurgery! mgnda n kong gni2!

15. describe your bed?
--> minsan magulo, minsan maayos. hehe. madami unan!

16. spontaneous or planned?
--> pLanned. pero masaya rin pg spontaneous!

17. do you know how to play poker?
--> card game un db? ndi eh.

18. what do you carry with you at all time?
--> my seLf, my souL, my heart, my brain. all in the right positions. except for my sanity! ehehehe! ^_^

19. what do you miss most about being little?
--> wLang responsibilities! hakuna mataTa!

20. are you happy with your given name?
--> yup!

21. how much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year?-
-> mga 999,999,999,999,999 doLLars?? lht ng ari-arian ni biLL gates! nyaha!

22. what color is your bedroom?
--> it's green. pero gs2 ko sna bLue, di kC ako ngdecide ng paint coLor e!

23. have you ever been in a play?
--> was i?? maybe?

24. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
--> yup! ^_^

25. do homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
--> they don't annoy me, they make me feel thankfuL for my condition. sana i could heLp them.

26. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
--> yup.

27. what is your ideal marriage location?
--> hmmmnnn... church? sa outer space? under the moonlight and stars?

28. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
--> DRUMS!!!! \m/

29. something you like and hate?
--> like: all positives
hate: of course, its obvious, all negatives!

30. what are the languages you want to learn?
--> japanese! chinese! wat is d language koreans
speak? yah, dat one. and mybe french and spanish. or other ancient language. basta kewL!

31. have you ever pierced your body parts?
--> nope.

32. do you have any tattoos?
--> iie.

33. would you admit to getting plastic surgery ifconfronted?
--> uh-uhm. bkt ndi?

34. what traits you hate in a person?
--> myabang, feeLing, akaLa mo kung sino! basta ung mga gnun!

35. do you consider yourself materialistic?
--> no. though sometimes i get attached to things.. tao lng ako!

36. what do you cook best?
--> lhaT ng aLam kong lutuin! pero d best is ung baked macaroni!

37. do you cry in front of your friends?
--> yup. with all my kabaga in hayskuL.

38. have you ever been inlove with a gay or a lesbian?
--> hehe. kay mackie!!!! joke lng! luv u mack! ^_^

dis day is so saya. [bleah.] i sound icky...

ang gaLing nya tumugtog ng gitara at kumanta... hay... mukhang my ppaLit na kay chunfung ah.. hehe. third party. tagasalo ng problema ko. salamat. the best ka talaga. peace. /heh sa gaLing mong mong kumanta at mggitara. [sheesh mai...] darn. musicians can really get my heart. inis.
ang gaLing nya kc taLaga. sobra. no doubt. waaaaaaaaa.... syang. T_T nku nmn tlaga. nakaka-pang melt ng puso. !*@$%^# sowee for that. just hve my emotions mixed. he's my _____________. cLue? di pwede eh. mgLing pa kumanta. nku. nku. nku. tsk3. nakakainis tlaga o. sheesh... i was strucked. bigtime. wow. bigtime talaga ha.
thnx for gving me back the smile i miss. thanx tlga. i owe u bigdeal.
champ ng haLe, mahaL na kita!! hahahahahaha!!!! :D nyahahahaha!!!

^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^
post ko dpat yan khapon e.
for today naman...

hehe. masayang araw. may libreng harana ako early in the morning!
thanx nichan kew! hayyyy... been smiLing daw all day... bakit kaya?

a. wala lang
b. dahil sa mga exams
c. in love
d. none of the above

the answer is.... [blanko!]
bat ko ssbihin no?!? ano kya un?!? hehehe! stay curious!

surbei!

1. are you straight?
--> lyk wat straight?!? anO daw??? [confusion]

2. are you inlove right now?
--> nOpe. [ilingz] back-Out muna tayO jan.

3. are you 18 or above?
--> waLa pa no. di pa ko gnun ktanda! hehe.

4. do you drink alcohol?
--> iie. nope. never.

5. do you drive?
--> stiLL learning. soon, matututo din ako. ^_^

6. do you live in manila?
--> as in, maniLa tLga? nDi e.

7. are you a fan of Smallville?
--> ayos lang.

8. do you think you're superior sometimes?
--> no. malabo.

9. do you like dogs?
--> yup. love them. lalo na bby ko, si ming-ming. ^_^

10. do you have a goal right now?
--> mDMi. pero ang pinaka-goaL ko? ang maipasa ang botany subject ko. hehe. pangarap ko ang mag-dL. =)

11. do you think it's possible for you to reach it?
--> ahm... cguro. d NYA nman ako ppbyaan e.

12. ever been in love?
--> uu naman. taO naman ako kahit medyO lang.

13. had a long term relationship?
--> nope.

14. ever kissed someone (not in your family) in the lips?
--> nooooooo..... [eeeeekkkk!!! eeeewwwww.... hahahah!!! =))]

15. been engaged in a fist fight?
--> fist fight? not reaLLy, ako ang naghahamon. hehe! nung eLementary years ko, skOoL buLLy ako e! waHaHaha!!

16. stolen something from someone?
--> candies. kids stuff nung bata pa ko. of course, didn't do that intentionally.

17. wish you were dead?
--> uh-uhm.

18. swore on someone?
--> hehe. yah.

19. slapped someone?
--> nope.

20. kissed someone for about a minute?
--> kissed?? no-no.

21. made someone cry?
--> uh-uhm.

22. cried because of someone?
--> yup. end of my answer.

23. had a crush on the same sex?
--> yah. [o, kinonfirm ko ng bading ako talaga! haha!] crush lang, ganda nya kc e. pero dti pa un.

24. had a crush on a friend?
--> yup.

25. had a crush on a classmate?
--> uu.

26. had a crush on one of your family members?
--> nope. mga pangetz cla! waHahaha! jowk lanG! luvz yu guyz!

27. dated someone?
--> dated? never been on a date.

28. ever introduced a loved one to your folks?
--> nope.

29. held hands with a loved one for about an hour?
--> i hvent held hands yet. [the feeling cud be icky.]

30. give everything you got for a loved one
--> no. of course not.

31. have you ever been heartbroken?
--> does that need to be asked????

32. broke someone's heart?
--> yah. i think. sowee.

33. wish you could turn back time?
--> sometimes, pero imposible diba?

34. got pissed with a close friend?
--> yap.

35. do you love your friends?
--> di na kaiLangang itanong yan.

36. do you trust them?
--> sa tingin mo?

37. do you still see your trusted friends?
--> minsan naLang. miss ko na nga yung mga yun e.

38. do you have a love one right now ngaun??
--> hmmmnnn... le me think....

39. do you love him/her?
--> cno?

40. do you think you're above him/her?
--> ha? ha? ha? ano?

41. do you control relationships?
--> kung meron man, i think oo.

42. do you trust him/her?
--> who?

43. do you see yourself with him/her in the future?
--> i don't have psychic powers to see da future eh, hehe.

44. have you given him/her something special?
--> yup. my heart.

45. made him/her cry?
--> think so.

46. do you think you're sweet enough?
--> ako? i'm tough on the outside, soft on the inside.

47. are you contented right now?
--> contented saan? sa buhay ko? i think so.

48. believe in soul mates?
--> uu.

49. are you confident with yourself?
--> sumtyms, ndi. pero alam kong nandyan SIYA kaya i'm confident nadin.

50. lastly, do you regret something in the past regarding lovelife?
--> i don't know if i should regret those. pero sa tingin ko ndi, coz' if it weren't for it, some things wouldn't have happened. ayt?

--the day you said goodnight--

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road
the sadness, I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun; I'm burning in the rain
The silence I'm screaming, Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me, the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why I never would have known
oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me
like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all Right.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight ...

__whew...__

wOohOo!! tapOs na mOnthLy exams!!! mahiraP perO kayanG kaya tO! [kaya pLa ha?!? tignan lng ntin..] hehehe.

o di ba? parang di ako nauubusan ng ggawin, isang GA na naman ang inatenan ko kanina. for cOmaCh naman. masaya siya in fairness! ^_^ met new fwendz! nd i signed up to be a junior officer. o ha? ang active kew! [yabang.] nakakapagod ang buhay. sana walang pasok sa lunes. parang di ko pa makayanang makita ang exam ko sa botany na bagsak. as in capital B-A-G-S-A-K! zteeg! binabagsak-bagsak ko nLang ang exam ngaun, pno kc ang hiwapz, natuyo lahat ng brainceLLs ko. ktagaLan nito, tutubuan na ako ng mga sclereids sa epidermis. hehe.

makakapagpahinga nadin ako today. practice driving cguro bukas. oha?! kapal ng mukha, pa-driving driving practice n lang ang bruha. hekhekhek. buhay nga naman oh!

one week akong depressed emotionally, mentally at physically. buti nalang at stable ako spiritually. i'm with Him e. thanx for bein' der always!

hope this will be a looooOoOooOoonG weekenD...
para lubos lubos ang pahinga.
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yaw kew na magmahaL. si champ nalang mamahaLin ko.
hehe. [dis is no laughing matter.] woohoo... seryoso ah.

__earTh_usT__

di ako nakapag-araL maghapon dhiL nsa usTe ako. umattenD kc akO ng GA ng earTh-usT. isa n daw akong environmentaList ngaun. oOoOoHhHh... sOundS amazing ei? ganDanG pakinGgan, haneP anG daTing. buT i'm nOt afTer thE naMe, i'm aFter the purpOse of the grouP. mGginG msaYa anG orG na 'to, definiteLy.
so hayUn, afTer openinG remarKs, maY naMe game chu-chu. tHen thE otHer gaMe thaT requiRes paTibayan-ng-tuHod. tawa lng ako ng tawa. met sOme guyz. frienDLy naman. ^_^

deN some muSic jaMmin' wiD ...(waTs daT banD's naMe aGen?*limOT*)
aHh.. TanGLaw siNinG pLa. maLufeTz siLa. veRy dEep nG muSic, reaLLy reLevanT to da reaLities in oUr envirOnmenT riGht nOw. (i'ma sOunDing like an environmentaList na ba? hehe.) so ayun, amazed taLaga akO sa kaniLa. bigLanG pasOk niLa ng kanTang kisaPmaTa, pmPa-seTtLe sa aminG mGa lumiLipaD na isiPan. daLang-daLa akO sa mGa agOs ng tubiG sa daGat.

mGa 5 umuwi na akO, di pa saNa tapOs, nagsasaLita pa yung aLumni e pero anJan na sunDo ko kYa gTg na. haYy.. anSaYa din pLa minsan ng buHay. kahiT sObranG kuLang kuLang na anG tuLog ko sa ka-aaraL.

minSan mahiraP anG buhaY, perO hanGgaT sumisikaT anG araw...
ayOs 'toL, mabuHay tayO!

-------> dee, namimis kiTa laLo na sa mGa panahOng kaiLanGan kOng magbuHos ng saMa ng LoOb at prObLema at kunG pakiramDam ko gusTo konG magVanDaL muLi sa vaLyus buK mO.
leChe, i geT senTi aT tiMes. i niD a baCk-uP. laGi pa kOng mY anXieTy breaKdOwn.