Saturday, July 30, 2005

what bLooms in juLy??

hehe. labo ng title ng post no? naaaLaLa ko lng kasi cnbi ng kLasmeyts kew...
"charmaine, bt prang ang bLooming mo ngayon??" ha? ano? ako? ndi ah! stressed out n nga ako, blooming pa kaya?? sheesh... nyahahaha! blooming daw oh?!? ^_^ hehe. what an idea. it makes me laugh when i remember that!

kuLit squared! ^_^ hehe!


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hehe. cute ba?! nging vain n nman ako sa camera kgbi! hehe. di naman, trip2 lng yan! red Lipz dw sbi ni bbY [ camille ], due to the snowcone strawberry! pglbas ko ng cinema, mukha akong pinaglaruan ng lipstick sa mukha, pti teeth kew kulay puLa! nYaHaHa!!! ^_^ watch kmi d'anothers kgbi! msya! kk2wa! hehe! laftrip! ngkita pLa kmi ni niChan kgbi! hi nichan! c",)

my bgo na battery fone kew!! sna mging okei na sya [sya reffering to fone]!! kc lgi nLng nglloko! gmaLing ka na kei? hehe. sna pygan ako mya sa market, pra nmn mkita ko n boyLe, mis kew n mga un eh!




sarbei n nmn!

1.what kind of first impression do you thinkpeople have when they first see you?
--> wirdo, kakaiba, paranormal. hehe. totoo.

2. what's the one thing you like to do alone?
--> being vain. hehe. ndi ah. gusto ko mg-isa pg umiiyak ako.

3. what is your favorite line to say when bored?
--> sheesh... hayyy...

4. What movie made you cry?
--> madami, khiT ano nga cguro e, khit maaLaaLa mo kaya iiyakan ko.

6. do you ever have to beg?
--> beg? for what? dat depends

7. what kind of books do you like to read?
--> kahiT anOng interesanTe

8. do you think you're cute?
--> iie. nope. ah... minsan? ^_^

9. do you have a problem changing clothes in frontof your friends?
--> sa close friends, waLa.

10. favorite communication method?
--> text? phone.. di msydO, my phoBia akew sa teLepono! personaL? pwede ndin. letters? uh-uhm!

11. do you care?
--> of course!

12. what do you eat when you raid the fridge atnight?
--> kahiT anOng makita sa pridyider! hehe. with matching sprite ice!

13. if you could have plastic surgery, what wouldyou have done?
--> ayokew nga mgpasurgery! mgnda n kong gni2!

15. describe your bed?
--> minsan magulo, minsan maayos. hehe. madami unan!

16. spontaneous or planned?
--> pLanned. pero masaya rin pg spontaneous!

17. do you know how to play poker?
--> card game un db? ndi eh.

18. what do you carry with you at all time?
--> my seLf, my souL, my heart, my brain. all in the right positions. except for my sanity! ehehehe! ^_^

19. what do you miss most about being little?
--> wLang responsibilities! hakuna mataTa!

20. are you happy with your given name?
--> yup!

21. how much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year?-
-> mga 999,999,999,999,999 doLLars?? lht ng ari-arian ni biLL gates! nyaha!

22. what color is your bedroom?
--> it's green. pero gs2 ko sna bLue, di kC ako ngdecide ng paint coLor e!

23. have you ever been in a play?
--> was i?? maybe?

24. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
--> yup! ^_^

25. do homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
--> they don't annoy me, they make me feel thankfuL for my condition. sana i could heLp them.

26. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
--> yup.

27. what is your ideal marriage location?
--> hmmmnnn... church? sa outer space? under the moonlight and stars?

28. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
--> DRUMS!!!! \m/

29. something you like and hate?
--> like: all positives
hate: of course, its obvious, all negatives!

30. what are the languages you want to learn?
--> japanese! chinese! wat is d language koreans
speak? yah, dat one. and mybe french and spanish. or other ancient language. basta kewL!

31. have you ever pierced your body parts?
--> nope.

32. do you have any tattoos?
--> iie.

33. would you admit to getting plastic surgery ifconfronted?
--> uh-uhm. bkt ndi?

34. what traits you hate in a person?
--> myabang, feeLing, akaLa mo kung sino! basta ung mga gnun!

35. do you consider yourself materialistic?
--> no. though sometimes i get attached to things.. tao lng ako!

36. what do you cook best?
--> lhaT ng aLam kong lutuin! pero d best is ung baked macaroni!

37. do you cry in front of your friends?
--> yup. with all my kabaga in hayskuL.

38. have you ever been inlove with a gay or a lesbian?
--> hehe. kay mackie!!!! joke lng! luv u mack! ^_^

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

dis day is so saya. [bleah.] i sound icky...

ang gaLing nya tumugtog ng gitara at kumanta... hay... mukhang my ppaLit na kay chunfung ah.. hehe. third party. tagasalo ng problema ko. salamat. the best ka talaga. peace. /heh sa gaLing mong mong kumanta at mggitara. [sheesh mai...] darn. musicians can really get my heart. inis.
ang gaLing nya kc taLaga. sobra. no doubt. waaaaaaaaa.... syang. T_T nku nmn tlaga. nakaka-pang melt ng puso. !*@$%^# sowee for that. just hve my emotions mixed. he's my _____________. cLue? di pwede eh. mgLing pa kumanta. nku. nku. nku. tsk3. nakakainis tlaga o. sheesh... i was strucked. bigtime. wow. bigtime talaga ha.
thnx for gving me back the smile i miss. thanx tlga. i owe u bigdeal.
champ ng haLe, mahaL na kita!! hahahahahaha!!!! :D nyahahahaha!!!


^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^
post ko dpat yan khapon e.
for today naman...

hehe. masayang araw. may libreng harana ako early in the morning!
thanx nichan kew! hayyyy... been smiLing daw all day... bakit kaya?

a. wala lang
b. dahil sa mga exams
c. in love
d. none of the above

the answer is.... [blanko!]
bat ko ssbihin no?!? ano kya un?!? hehehe! stay curious!

Saturday, July 23, 2005

surbei!

1. are you straight?
--> lyk wat straight?!? anO daw??? [confusion]

2. are you inlove right now?
--> nOpe. [ilingz] back-Out muna tayO jan.

3. are you 18 or above?
--> waLa pa no. di pa ko gnun ktanda! hehe.

4. do you drink alcohol?
--> iie. nope. never.

5. do you drive?
--> stiLL learning. soon, matututo din ako. ^_^

6. do you live in manila?
--> as in, maniLa tLga? nDi e.

7. are you a fan of Smallville?
--> ayos lang.

8. do you think you're superior sometimes?
--> no. malabo.

9. do you like dogs?
--> yup. love them. lalo na bby ko, si ming-ming. ^_^

10. do you have a goal right now?
--> mDMi. pero ang pinaka-goaL ko? ang maipasa ang botany subject ko. hehe. pangarap ko ang mag-dL. =)

11. do you think it's possible for you to reach it?
--> ahm... cguro. d NYA nman ako ppbyaan e.

12. ever been in love?
--> uu naman. taO naman ako kahit medyO lang.

13. had a long term relationship?
--> nope.

14. ever kissed someone (not in your family) in the lips?
--> nooooooo..... [eeeeekkkk!!! eeeewwwww.... hahahah!!! =))]

15. been engaged in a fist fight?
--> fist fight? not reaLLy, ako ang naghahamon. hehe! nung eLementary years ko, skOoL buLLy ako e! waHaHaha!!

16. stolen something from someone?
--> candies. kids stuff nung bata pa ko. of course, didn't do that intentionally.

17. wish you were dead?
--> uh-uhm.

18. swore on someone?
--> hehe. yah.

19. slapped someone?
--> nope.

20. kissed someone for about a minute?
--> kissed?? no-no.

21. made someone cry?
--> uh-uhm.

22. cried because of someone?
--> yup. end of my answer.

23. had a crush on the same sex?
--> yah. [o, kinonfirm ko ng bading ako talaga! haha!] crush lang, ganda nya kc e. pero dti pa un.

24. had a crush on a friend?
--> yup.

25. had a crush on a classmate?
--> uu.

26. had a crush on one of your family members?
--> nope. mga pangetz cla! waHahaha! jowk lanG! luvz yu guyz!

27. dated someone?
--> dated? never been on a date.

28. ever introduced a loved one to your folks?
--> nope.

29. held hands with a loved one for about an hour?
--> i hvent held hands yet. [the feeling cud be icky.]

30. give everything you got for a loved one
--> no. of course not.

31. have you ever been heartbroken?
--> does that need to be asked????

32. broke someone's heart?
--> yah. i think. sowee.

33. wish you could turn back time?
--> sometimes, pero imposible diba?

34. got pissed with a close friend?
--> yap.

35. do you love your friends?
--> di na kaiLangang itanong yan.

36. do you trust them?
--> sa tingin mo?

37. do you still see your trusted friends?
--> minsan naLang. miss ko na nga yung mga yun e.

38. do you have a love one right now ngaun??
--> hmmmnnn... le me think....

39. do you love him/her?
--> cno?

40. do you think you're above him/her?
--> ha? ha? ha? ano?

41. do you control relationships?
--> kung meron man, i think oo.

42. do you trust him/her?
--> who?

43. do you see yourself with him/her in the future?
--> i don't have psychic powers to see da future eh, hehe.

44. have you given him/her something special?
--> yup. my heart.

45. made him/her cry?
--> think so.

46. do you think you're sweet enough?
--> ako? i'm tough on the outside, soft on the inside.

47. are you contented right now?
--> contented saan? sa buhay ko? i think so.

48. believe in soul mates?
--> uu.

49. are you confident with yourself?
--> sumtyms, ndi. pero alam kong nandyan SIYA kaya i'm confident nadin.

50. lastly, do you regret something in the past regarding lovelife?
--> i don't know if i should regret those. pero sa tingin ko ndi, coz' if it weren't for it, some things wouldn't have happened. ayt?

--the day you said goodnight--

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road
the sadness, I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun; I'm burning in the rain
The silence I'm screaming, Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me, the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why I never would have known
oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me
like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all Right.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me She's already taken, She's already taken She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight ...

__whew...__

wOohOo!! tapOs na mOnthLy exams!!! mahiraP perO kayanG kaya tO! [kaya pLa ha?!? tignan lng ntin..] hehehe.

o di ba? parang di ako nauubusan ng ggawin, isang GA na naman ang inatenan ko kanina. for cOmaCh naman. masaya siya in fairness! ^_^ met new fwendz! nd i signed up to be a junior officer. o ha? ang active kew! [yabang.] nakakapagod ang buhay. sana walang pasok sa lunes. parang di ko pa makayanang makita ang exam ko sa botany na bagsak. as in capital B-A-G-S-A-K! zteeg! binabagsak-bagsak ko nLang ang exam ngaun, pno kc ang hiwapz, natuyo lahat ng brainceLLs ko. ktagaLan nito, tutubuan na ako ng mga sclereids sa epidermis. hehe.

makakapagpahinga nadin ako today. practice driving cguro bukas. oha?! kapal ng mukha, pa-driving driving practice n lang ang bruha. hekhekhek. buhay nga naman oh!

one week akong depressed emotionally, mentally at physically. buti nalang at stable ako spiritually. i'm with Him e. thanx for bein' der always!

hope this will be a looooOoOooOoonG weekenD...
para lubos lubos ang pahinga.
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yaw kew na magmahaL. si champ nalang mamahaLin ko.
hehe. [dis is no laughing matter.] woohoo... seryoso ah.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

__earTh_usT__

di ako nakapag-araL maghapon dhiL nsa usTe ako. umattenD kc akO ng GA ng earTh-usT. isa n daw akong environmentaList ngaun. oOoOoHhHh... sOundS amazing ei? ganDanG pakinGgan, haneP anG daTing. buT i'm nOt afTer thE naMe, i'm aFter the purpOse of the grouP. mGginG msaYa anG orG na 'to, definiteLy.
so hayUn, afTer openinG remarKs, maY naMe game chu-chu. tHen thE otHer gaMe thaT requiRes paTibayan-ng-tuHod. tawa lng ako ng tawa. met sOme guyz. frienDLy naman. ^_^

deN some muSic jaMmin' wiD ...(waTs daT banD's naMe aGen?*limOT*)
aHh.. TanGLaw siNinG pLa. maLufeTz siLa. veRy dEep nG muSic, reaLLy reLevanT to da reaLities in oUr envirOnmenT riGht nOw. (i'ma sOunDing like an environmentaList na ba? hehe.) so ayun, amazed taLaga akO sa kaniLa. bigLanG pasOk niLa ng kanTang kisaPmaTa, pmPa-seTtLe sa aminG mGa lumiLipaD na isiPan. daLang-daLa akO sa mGa agOs ng tubiG sa daGat.

mGa 5 umuwi na akO, di pa saNa tapOs, nagsasaLita pa yung aLumni e pero anJan na sunDo ko kYa gTg na. haYy.. anSaYa din pLa minsan ng buHay. kahiT sObranG kuLang kuLang na anG tuLog ko sa ka-aaraL.

minSan mahiraP anG buhaY, perO hanGgaT sumisikaT anG araw...
ayOs 'toL, mabuHay tayO!

-------> dee, namimis kiTa laLo na sa mGa panahOng kaiLanGan kOng magbuHos ng saMa ng LoOb at prObLema at kunG pakiramDam ko gusTo konG magVanDaL muLi sa vaLyus buK mO.
leChe, i geT senTi aT tiMes. i niD a baCk-uP. laGi pa kOng mY anXieTy breaKdOwn.