Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i'm sooooooooo sad.....

hay naku. . iyak moment na naman ako kanina. as in matagal.
pano kasi, dami ko gagawin. botany.
tapos malalaman kong nabasag ang digicam ko.
ang pinakamamahal kong digicam na never kong ipinagkatiwala sa iba.
possessive na kung possessive pero ganun ko kamahal ang aking digicam.
ewan kong sinong naka-damage.
God knows who.
nakakainis.
masakit pa ulo ko. at heto ako nagttrabaho.
sa weekend, mamamatay na naman ako nito.
i need more than 9 lives.
pagsubok ang currently playing sa iTunes ko. hayy.. pagsubok nga naman.
kaya ko `to. kakayanin.

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may plano na ako for next year's 18th birthday. tatanda na naman ako.
^_^ masaya ang plano. naconvince ko na si mama na wag nang magdebut, she offered P50,000 in return. call ako. at eto ang plano. .
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uy.. excited malaman. secret muna. hehe. joke lang.
sa mga hayskul family ko na makakabasa nito,
babaLik na rin tayo sa girLstown/ boystown sa wakas!
dun ko gaganapin ang aking kaarawan, oo. outreach ang birthday ko. gusto ko lang ishare sa iba ang lahat ng matatanggap ko. minsan lang ako magkaroon ng maraming pera, at ang pinakamabuting gawin dun ay ishare sa nangangaiLangan nito. aasikasuhin ko ito sa sembreak, may gusto tumulong sa akin? u`re all welcome to do so! magiging masaya `to! promise! we`ll have a mcdo children's party and we`LL collect some goods for our dear braders en sistahs sa g/btown. we`LL prepare a small program, wear unusual get-ups [improvised cosplay], i'LL wear a kimono or a really proud to be noypi get-up! bahaLa na! basta, it`LL be the best birthday i`LL have ever. sobrang di n nga ako makapaghintay.
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nga pLa. .
help me decide. .
i think God is calling me to serve him.
doing things like above mentioned makes me feel so at peace. .
in short, dun ko nahahanap ang peace at happiness ko. so. .
i have plans to be a nun, kidding aside.
you know. . convent. church service. serving the Lord.
yes. a nun, preferably a missionary one, but i`L still have a degree after the seminary. only that i'll use it to help others.
help me think and make a decision. i'm still not sure about it pero i have plans tlaga. i need to make a decision para if i`LL pursue, by next year, i`LL enter the seminary.
thanks a million guyz, i love u all.

5 comments:

crazy said...

i don't think that you have to be a nun to answer that calling. i think, at least. but, uh, it's still your choice, dear. :)

50, 000 Php is a LOT. Labo. What i'm really saying is you could invite more kids from other foster homes and instead throw a not so bongga party instead of throwing one giant party for a smaller number of kids. you know, like doing it in a cheaper venue then we provide the entertainment. yakang-yaka natin 'yon. food is cheaper that way too. just a suggestion. :)

OH AND, if you really insist on helding the party at McDo or wherever, we could invite the fastfood/resto/whatever to be the sponsor instead. i can help you out at that. it's not a sure way though. but it's still worth a try, dava? =)

we love you, maimi! >:D<

p.s.
kaya ang dami kong suggestions kasi 'yan din dapat ang plano ko sa 18th birthday ko. (konektado talaga puso't isipan natin. hahaha.) but since i'll be helping you out on this one already, i could do a different one on my birthday. hindi naman kids' foster homes. :) atsaka nitong 17th birthday ko nag-treat din ako ng kids so next year, i dunno, KIDS ULIT! :) tas tutulungan n'yo rin ako! yay!

chrrrmaine said...

about the P50k, i don`t think mkkuha ko sya lhat. so mybe about half cguro ang pwde nting igastos for the party.
nga pla, ngbgo icp ni mama about letting me enter d seminary. mdyo yaw n nya yung idea, kya mgging missionary nlng ako sumday! o di kya mgttyo ng foundation, at aasahan ko kayo dun mga kabaga. ^_^ hehe. mhal ko kayo e!

@ dee:
kelan finals nyo dee?
kmi by 2nd week oct. tpos na. lbas tayo! i badly mis u already dear.

crazy said...

Talaga? Ang akala ko sobrang payag si tita with the idea of you entering the seminary. Oo, maging missionary ka na lang someday.

Finals? Depende sa prof. Muhahahaha! First week of october probably. But I only have one final exam, for my other subejects puro final papers na. Sa'n tayo punta? Neverland?

Ui, may halloween party ang vhemvoo ze vend. No costume no entry. Nandoon DAPAT tayo ha.

crazy said...

DEE ito...
To Erickson:
Sobra nmaan, dude. Hehe.
I don't know much about "nuns leaving everything behind" but I do believe that serving God is more like "accepting" than "leaving".

Kita-kits sa langit. Hiyes! :D

To each his own.

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